INSYAALLAH...i will come back one day....

SORY,maybe this is last word that I will write…

I don’t want to write this blog again…I want to retired(hahahhaha) for a while…I want to give more concentration to my studies…a lot of thing I need do…so, I don’t want to waste my time…Time is like gold!!! So it so expensive n I must appreciate it if not that gold will turn the colour become dark…if that time come,whatever I do,maybe I will regret…n maybe I cant get what I want…I don’t care who want to read my blog,just read n thanks for read…i’m so tired now…I want to sleep…I hope tomorrow never died….n still have tomorrow to me…I want to see a miracle of my life…I really want to achieve what I want,what I dreams…Ohhh,one more I can say,I LIKE TO BE MYSELF!!I I LUV MY GOD,MY FAMILY!!! To my frennn,u all in my HEART…..

Assalamualaikum….see u again….

today is thursday n tomorrow,,,FRIDAY???

FRIDAY????YEAHHHH,MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!

Azma,only 23 hours from now u will celebrate ur bedayyyy….23 hours????hehehehe….so,after this my age is 21…20 gone,n 21 come…

For this bedayyy, I hope I can celebrate with all of my sis…I can’t wait…I really thanks to GOD, give me this chance to life n I appreciate what U give to me…Now, I can stand by myself, n I try to continue n life must go on whatever happens…Many things I was learn from my life n around me, I know what others not know…I admit,if I can’t deal with this life, I will not here to write my blog…I want to appreciate what I have…I just want to be myself…That’s all…Because of I will celebrate my bedayyyy, I just want to say, that I luv all of my frennn….

for hazirah,ika,syakira,aisyah,n ain, thanks a lot to be with me…I luv u so much…u know how I’m right???u really know me…thanks…u all respect me as ur sister…I don’t want any present from u,just respect me,it is enough for me…in my bedayyy that will coming soon just a few hours, I hope, I can’t see the person that I really luv when I wake up…

Hazirah,ika,syakira,ain, n ecah…take care our relationship as a frennn,n never ever break up our friendship…I believe,u all can be better than others…just remember this word, “u respect me, I will respect u,ok????”

Don’t care what others people say…be ur self is good than pretend…we will not find true frennn but maybe we can find someone that willing to help us when we have problem or when we need their help she help us without any force,any comment,any n any n any…that is true frennn…

Lastly, I tired too take care u again…really tired…u not a child,a baby, but u will grow up n grow up n grow up after this….until one day,u will be mature girl…I hope u all can take care ur self n most important take care our dignity(maruah ok)…

Hazirah,don’t cry anymore,I hate crying now…u can crying when u have success one day…keep ur tears…it so expensive u know???  Be strong,,,don’t let people emmm(pijak2 ur kepala)…n we wait n see what peole want to do…keep ur anger…

Ika…thanks be my roommate…I very hepy to be with u…u make me hepy n u are nice girl…that’s all…

Kira,Ain n Ecah…u help me a lot…u never make my heart hurt…u not break my heart at all…I like to share everything with u all girlzzz…

 

Assalamualaikummm

U LIKE THIS????

DO I CARE HOW U ARE???DO U KNOW WHO I’M???U THINK U SO GOOD???

N DO U RESPECT ME BEFORE THIS??? I CAN ANSWERED IT FOR U…

“ U NEVER EVER N FOREVER NOT

RESPECT ME AT ALL….”

Why I say like this???u think I like to write bout u…ohhh,no…sory I not like others person ok…let’s talk bout frennn…this statement maybe interesting to me n to all readers…<<<FRIENDS>>> what kind of frenn I like??

Easy answer…maybe I not care bout what kind of fren that I must have,just enough for me,u respect me…that’s all…im 21…so,maybe u ask me,what wrong with 21??? I’m old than u all..  I know,sometimes ur joking too much with me,n still don’t care right???…but be careful ok,ur mouth can make me hate u…  I accept us as I can…  I try to be patient with u,I try to spend time with u, I try to help u,I try understand u, I try to be good listener for u, but, how dare u do this to me??? Don’t u have a heart???feeling???u make me cry!!!not one,but always!!!  I keep this feeling just to take care ur heart???  What I get from u???  “u try to kill me when I behind u”…n u not do this to me, but too ur frenn too???  Don’t u think bfore u so something????  Don’t ever n ever challenge me ok???? I will fight one day with u!!!!  but I still remember GOD,  the stupid person in this world is when she can’t control her ANGER n she become HOT-TEMPERED after that…  what can I say,be careful yeahhhh…stop to make the story that is not TRUE???? Last word, LUV GOD,LUV U ALL….

 Assalamualaikum…

no comment..

THE WORD THAT I HOLD UNTIL NOW...

       THAT WORD  IS :

“ NO MATTER HOW FAR I GONE ON THE WRONG  ROAD,I WILL TURN BACK”

“REMEMBER THE TWO BENEFITS OF FAILURE..FIRST, IF YOU DO FAIL, U LEARN WHAT DOESN’T WORK, N SECOND, THE FAILURE GIVES U THE OPPORTUNITY TO TRY A NEW APPROACH”

hepy ending!!!!

ALHAMDULILLAH,COMMON TEST CTU HAVE DONE TONIGHT….

CTU 151????OK..I WANT TO WRITE BOUT MY CTU SUBJECT…I LUV CTU TOO MUCH…CTU JUST LIKE PEANUT…(HAHAHAHAHA) ACTUALLY,CTU IS BOUT RELIGION N HISTORY THAT HAPPENS MANY YEARS AGO…I LIKE TO LEARN SOMETHING THAT I DON’T KNOW…I LIKE HISTORY…ESPECIALLY BOUT OUR RELIGION THAT IS ISLAM,OUR PROPHET, OUR GOD,N SO ON…MAYBE NOT ALL OF STUDENT LIKE CTU RIGHT???I SEE U FACE I KNOW U NOT LIKE N HATE CTU SO MUCH…BUT TO ME,I LUV IT…

TONIGHT,I ALREADY HAVE DONE MY COMMON TEST CTU…N I CONFIDENT I DO THE BEST FOR THAT TEST…WHATEVER I DO,I MUST CONFIDENT,N I LIKE TO LEARN FROM MISTAKES…MISTAKES MAKE ME TO BE MORE BETTER THAT BEFORE…OPPPSSS,LET’S CONTINUE BOUT MY CTU AGAIN…

MY LECTURE FOR CTU IS USTAZ HUSAM…HE’S GOOD LECTURE N CARE TOO MUCH BOUT HIS STUDENT…BUT USTAZ LIKE TALK TOO MUCH,SOMETIMES I BORED N HIS TALK MAKE ME WANT TO SLEPT…(HAHAHAHAHA)JUST JOKING…HE LIKE TO ADVISE N GIVE HIS STUDENT MOTIVATION FOR SUCCESS IN LIFE …HE’S NOT EASY TOO MAD TO HIS STUDENT…SOMETIMES IN HIS CLASS I ONLINE MY FB…(HEHEHE) BUT HE’S NOT SAY ANYTHING…U KNOW WHY???COS I HAVE DONE ALL THE XSMENT THAT HE GIVE…

SO,THAT’S ALL FOR MY CTU SUBJECT…NOW,I WANT TO CREATE NEW POST…I MUST FINISH IT FOR MY BEL260…FOR BEL260,I WILL EVERYTHING FOR U(HEHEHEEHE)

I WILL DO IT....

THIS WEEK I’M GOING BACK TO SEREMBAN

 

This Friday I will back to seremban again…I think two weeks ago I didn’t back because I’m busy with a lot of work and event…so I spent weekends at college with my frennnn…n now,all the event have done…I’m so hepy n I miss my sis too much…I can’t wait to spend time n hangout with them…hehehe

Sis…wait I will be back ok…I miss u all a lot!!!

          I HATE U HYPOCRITE!!!!! DON’T READ MY  BLOG,THIS IS NOT FOR U!!!!

Today, u make me hate u so much…I now,I’m not good in English like u but please don’t laugh too much behind me n my frennn…u think I don’t know what u have done to us??? U wear  a hijab right??but u know when someone wear hijab,she should now what she can do n what she can’t do..

first,please show to us your good attitude ok…

second,don’t be hypocrite..

third,u now too much…

fourth,I hate a girl that not respect her parents but only respect her bf???it's fair too u???

fifth,don’t read my blog again cos I don’t want u too read anymore…this is only for my BEL260 ok…

sixth,can u take care ur behavior n don’t make me or people around u hate u too…??

Last but not less…I know u laugh when u read others blog..n u comments if u want to do that…but u must remember,we’re human,we always learn from mistakes..u remember this ok,this is my blog!!!go away from my blog…I now try find a way to remove u from my blog..we don’t need frenn hypocrite like u..with ur bf maybe u cant do what u want but with us,don’t dream it..i will make sure,today or coming soon I will remove u!!!!

Just be ur self!!!that all…I think maybe people around u will run if u don’t change ur attitude,seriously n totally, I hate u!!! u respect ur bf but ur parents ur mum???NEVER!!!!

LISTEN,DON’T THINK WE NOT KNOW WHAT U DO…JUST BE UR SELF N DON’T ACT LIKE U ARE A GOOD ONE…JUST ACCEPT US LIKE U KNOW WHO WE’RE!!!!WE NOT LIKE U!!!WEAR A HIJAB BUT U STILL DON’T KNOW THE ROLE WHEN U WEAR A HIJAB,,,I ADVISE TO U,KEEP UR HIJAB AT UR HOME… 

JUST SMILE OK…

Ohhhh, I just remember something…u know what????

Day by day, I like to write my blog…until I cant sleep… maybe have a blog make me to more hardworking n want to write more n more about what happens around me….n I just like to say,now i'm like to write my blog…if not because of my bel260 maybe until now I don’t have my own blog…thanks mis azi cos to make me do my own  blog….i will appreciate my blog…n I think I luv my blog….this is what I feel….ok, I go to sleep now….hehehe….

THE BEST AMONG THE BEST(hehehehe)

             Sleeping time….

My brain was so sick n I don’t know what to write n put in my blog anymore…now I want to sleep n I hope I can dream bout my blog…I hope I will get the idea after I wake up from my slept…I can write it into my blog…

fuhhhh….i really tired…my hand n fingers was weak now….so,don’t wory I will write my idea tomorrow…for my BEL260 I will do everything with my heart…no force,no tension,no pressure…just smile….ok???(hahahahha)

zzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz

moment that i will not forget...seriously,,,BEST!!!!

        Karaoke time!!!!

Karaoke???ohhh,that is one of my hobbies…u know why???cos when I karaoke with my frennn I feel like my tension,problem,pressure n everything play in my head was zero at that time!!!  Im not good in karaoke but just for fun ok….  I not karaoke every night…when we have a lot budget,we will go karaoke together…n after that we will hungry so we go to eat….hehehehehe

Sometimes I like to spent my time with my fren cos I after this we will have the final examination for this sem…so maybe I busy after this….just that time I have fun  n hangout with them…

Although I wear hijab I still can karaoke ok…as long as I take care myself and my “aurat” right??? Who say the hijab girl cant have fun n hangout at night???  As a muslim we still can do whatever as long we do not do something that can make our dignity become worst n ashamed our family….  I will remember it where I go…n I still hold it until now….so,here I take some of pic during my fren n I karaoke….i like this moment!!!! Thanks to my fren cos make me hepy that time….  I appreciate it….

hahahahaha....i like this time!!!

Me, Ika Zainuddin n Mimi Fazleen

believe it or not?????

mum,,,,i need u!!!!!

               What I feel know???? 

I miss my family especially my mum…mum,u know,I want to cry…maybe next month,in April I will take the exam…for this sem,I hope I change my result and make u hepy…this sem I repeat my mathematics subj but mum,don’t wory for this sem I will do my best…I will!!!!

Mum,sometimes I feel im alone here,at this hostel…I don’t why,that is my feeling…I know around me I have a lot of fren but not all of them can understand me…just u can know me mum…mum,I miss u…I just like want to cry at this time with u….in this world I only can believe u mum….i remember our memory…we cook together,u teach me how to make cakes,cocktail,n “dadih”…sory,I don’t know what dadih mean in English…(emmmm)

I cant sleep this night…I was imagine know mum,that u always infront of me…u make me understand what is life…u taught me how to be the good,strong,responsibilities girl,n help others people…when first time I come to this college,I know,u will leave me alone…n I cry that time…I think I cant  live without u…not anymore…I know,I am big girl but I feel that u will leave me forever…I cry as long as I want at my hostel…

Mum…time after time passed…n now,I try to be strong to stay here n finish my diploma…this is because I promised for myself,in this sem I must learn everything n not be so weak n mushy!!!i don’t want to u disappointed with me anymore…so,I promised,I will do everything to make u proud of me….

Mum,thanks to give me chance to live n to show me what is life….now,I get it…maybe life is not easy as I think…especially when u leave me alone here….i feel my heart so hurt….but eyes tired to cry…I believe I can do this mum…I will prove it to u one day…Mum,take care ok…I luv u so much!!!!! Ur love cant count n no one can be like u…no!!!!! I LUV U MUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

                       TOGETHER N FOREVER.... :-)

 

ME n MY PRETTY MUM

my mum n my first sis

ma!!!!! i always need u....

hehehehe...my family....

ma abah...i miss u right now.... :-(

my brother n i...

why today????

today i have news from my lect that my classmate n i have to write our blog at least 20 entries...this is for our BEL260...so i must hurry up  to write n finish this blog at least 20 entries...because after this i just want to give attention to my exam...i will take exam next month...that is our final for this sem...i hope i can do better for this exam than before...i hope my BEL260 i can do better too...i dont want to repeat BEL260...n i confident that i can get good result for my BEL260...so,time to update my blog...maybe my blog not good as other students but i try my best to finish it n write just for u BEL260 i will do everything without any force!!!!

Zira, Jue, Nana, Me, Ika n Nadia

                   I Miss This Moment

Why??? Before this we r stay at Taman Kenanga hostel last sem...Everything we do together....The most memory that i cant forget is we always together whatever happens....But now, we not together anymore....we stay at other hostel with other housemate...In this pic is Jue,Nana, Zira, Ika n Nadia....Sometimes i miss this moment cos wit them im so hepy....This pic i take when FESNI event....I LUV U ALL.....

TODAY IS BAD DAY!!!!!!

yup..today is bad day 4 me...my for my frenzzzz too...

we're so tension this week with a lot of work that must do...

n i????fuhhhh....i can't explain what happens...i got misunderstanding with my roomate,ika zainuddin n

a lot of common test!!! today i'm crying n after that i tell to my mum that i'm so stress this week...at this time

i really need my family especially my MUM....i mis her a lot....i want to crying again....MUM,i mis u now!!!!

i need u now MUM!!!!

THE BEST ROOMATE!!!!!

Me n Ika Zainuddin!!!(my awesome n hot roomate)

This is Ika Zainuddin...My roomate...we just close together for this sem, although we same hostel last sem but now we're really close...she just like my little sister...she is pretty,nice n sometimes crazyyyyy....i like do joke with her...she so sporting same like me....we share everything together but no her BF ok???i like to make my roomate smile n laugh together....u know what??something was happen to us 2 3 days ago...but i don't have time to explain here cos after this my BBM class...i must quick to write bout her...i luv ika zainuddin so much....u like angel but sometimes like crazy to me!!!!hahahaha...joking ok....ika,whatever happen to us,please don't mad with me...i'm just like ur sister,if i make u mad,or hurt ur heart,forgive me ok???(0-0) ok???ika!!!!!!hurry up ok!!!we got BBM class...if we go late,MIS AZI will mad us???(hahahahahahaha)MIS,i'm joking ok....

take care ika zainuddin...SMILE OK!!!! :-)

 Me n Little Sister!!!!!

That girl behind me is my little sister...Her name is Syahirah...or I will call her 'Adik'...She's 18 years old

now...We're close each other...Without me,i know she will cry n she don't know with who she want to talk n 

share her problems...We just like TWINS...from we young n till now,we can't not separate...our relationship

as a siblings very strong,not easy to break....NOT AT ALL....As a sister,i will make sure i can be the best 

sister for her...n i always pray everyday to GOD to protect the person that I love...I also want to look after

her everyday but now i was studies at Sepang...that why i afraid something bad things happen to her...ADIK I

LUV U SO MUCH!!!! n i'm promise i will take care of you....i know u miss me right???every 

seconds,minutes,n days... most important  thing i can't forget is we always wear a same clothes, hijab, n u see 

this pic,we wear same baju kurung(hahahahahhaha) and shawl....we look pretty  right??? u very sweet to me 

than other girlzzzzz....(hahahahaha) but what i hate n not good to me is sometimes u so lazy....i know u have a 

bf,but plezzzzz,put ur phone away from me ok...u like to SMS with ur bf 24 hours...i hate it,not jealous 

ok...when i need ur help many excuses u give right??? but it's ok...i know who u are...

ok ADIK,i'm tired to write about u anymore...just to show to my followers who u are...i want to sleep now 

with my roomate,ika zainuddin....

BYEEEEE.....

My FaMilY!!!!! :-)

This Is My Real Family!!!!!

I will tell who is this person in this pic…

First,that man who wear a ‘white kopiah’(hehehe) that’s my dad…he’s police n

 3 4 5 years soon he will retired…u know what?? He’s the best father in this

world,caring,patient,strong,responsibilities…n always take care of me 24

hours!!! I really miss him so much…if I don’t have a money, I will call

him…(hahaha) but he’s don’t care bout that, I’m her daughter right???he give

everything what I want…but not all the times I call him because of money

ok????


Second, my mum..u see the women that wear a green shawl or green hijab(hehehe) she’s is my great mum I never have…n no one can be like her…NEVER N EVER!!!!!! I always call her everyday…I can’t no imagine if I don’t heard her voice…I really miss u mum!!!! She’s so sporting,funny,like to cook everything for her child,give me advise,make me baju kurung during hari raya,sometimes we do the cake together,and I like to spent time in my life with my mum…she’s like ANGEL…I very thankful to GOD cos give me parents…in this world not everyone have their parents right??? Some of them not have a father,or a mother…maybe their parents dead or separate from parents since they’re young or baby…but whatever happen to me,I love my PARENTS as long as I life!!!!without parents,I can’t see this world…I will be appreciate n respect my parents….

Then, I’m tired to explain all of my siblings…what can I say is,I have 2 sweet sisters,a brother n a

cute little sister…that’s all…they’re sporting,understand me so much,help me a lot,make me smile

with crazy joking,n they’re the hot siblings…(hahaha) I need them same like I need my parents…I

will take care of this relations…n I make sure nobody can separate me from this family,only GOD

can take them from me…IF ONE DAY,SOMETHING HAPPENS TO ME,I CAN’T SEE THIS 

FAMILY AGAIN,I WILL MAKE SURE I CAN SEE THEM AT OTHER PLACE…THAT’S 

PLACE ONLY ME N GOD KNOW….

Last but not less, what can I say again??? I LOVE MY DAD,MUM,SISTERS,BROTHER,N 

CUTE LITTLE SISTER…THEY’RE ALWAYS IN MY HEART UNTIL I DIE…that’s all….(time

to out n sleep n to wait someone call n messages me….hehehe)