What I feel know????
I miss my family especially my mum…mum,u know,I want to cry…maybe next month,in April I will take the exam…for this sem,I hope I change my result and make u hepy…this sem I repeat my mathematics subj but mum,don’t wory for this sem I will do my best…I will!!!!
Mum,sometimes I feel im alone here,at this hostel…I don’t why,that is my feeling…I know around me I have a lot of fren but not all of them can understand me…just u can know me mum…mum,I miss u…I just like want to cry at this time with u….in this world I only can believe u mum….i remember our memory…we cook together,u teach me how to make cakes,cocktail,n “dadih”…sory,I don’t know what dadih mean in English…(emmmm)
I cant sleep this night…I was imagine know mum,that u always infront of me…u make me understand what is life…u taught me how to be the good,strong,responsibilities girl,n help others people…when first time I come to this college,I know,u will leave me alone…n I cry that time…I think I cant live without u…not anymore…I know,I am big girl but I feel that u will leave me forever…I cry as long as I want at my hostel…
Mum…time after time passed…n now,I try to be strong to stay here n finish my diploma…this is because I promised for myself,in this sem I must learn everything n not be so weak n mushy!!!i don’t want to u disappointed with me anymore…so,I promised,I will do everything to make u proud of me….
Mum,thanks to give me chance to live n to show me what is life….now,I get it…maybe life is not easy as I think…especially when u leave me alone here….i feel my heart so hurt….but eyes tired to cry…I believe I can do this mum…I will prove it to u one day…Mum,take care ok…I luv u so much!!!!! Ur love cant count n no one can be like u…no!!!!! I LUV U MUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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