Friday, 15 April 2011

baby oh baby....

this baby cute right???




Actually,yesterday,I got bad news….yeahhhh,bad news maybe…for me…n all of my family…u know what???
My first sis,that have married about  2 years ago,was ABORTION…this is second times she got abortion….who not sad right???

I write into my FB,n all of my fren know,that I will be aunty…who not hepy when heard this news…but that was a month ago...now,what I dream was destroyed n what I feel now??

Of course sad n I want to cry but I don’t want my sis see what I feel yesterday…if I show my sadness in front of her,she will sad too…I could  read her  feeling that time…so,I know, I must strong in front of her…I don’t want to see my sis sad because of she was abortion…maybe this time is not her fortune right???

By the way,I really could not hide my sadness…I really love kids,baby…I dream one day I will have my own nephew….BUT??? I want to buy my nephew new clothes,shock,cute skirt,bag,the cutes milk bottles,wonderful caps, and I have a lot of things to buy to them…

However, I accept this with all my heart…maybe yeahhh,this time not for me to hold my nephew,play,bath,and walk together…I know only GOD have the reasons why this happen to me…so,I don’t want to blame anyone…sometimes GOD want to test their slaves,can or not their slave to face this life n to know,how their slaves solves it…


Whatever happens around us,we must accept it…this is fate…this is life…this is what we should confronted in this world…be strong…don’t ever n ever show ur sadness in front of the person u luv... :-)   

so cute!!!!!

this is alya...she is princess in my heart...actually she is my cousin....cute cousin

Alya n I.....hehehe
THIS BABY SO SWEET...LOOK AT HER EYES...ROUND N BIG!!!!HER SKIN SO SMOOTH...I LUV BABY!!!



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